You say things you don’t mean to,
You convey feelings you don’t feel,
Because you cannot bear to see the pain in his face,
Because you don’t want him to change,
From the person etched in your memories,
From the one who lured you.
Yet you have to accept the reality,
Yet you must feel the pain alone,
To see him, hear him, feel him as he was,
To guard those moments,
Which defined you, uplifted you, changed you,
Which found you, found him.
But left without telling,
But left you not asking for more,
As they were more than ideal,
As they were more than you deserved,
Still, these memories don’t suffice,
Still, greed goads humans.
Who is to say what is fair?
Who is to decide what is wrong?
If one feels strongly enough to act,
If one goes against oneself to act,
Why should my wishes take over?
Why should I be a hindrance?
To what seems like a match made in heaven,
To what is reality meant to be embraced,
I might not get lost in his eyes,
I might not be as impulsive as I was,
Now, I can be more sensitive and more me,
Now, I can bear the pain.
Prateek Kumar
05/11/2010
Ohh! Romanticism at its Purest!!
i am touched as i felt similar… not much time back…..
really amazing one shreya….very well done…
and somehow this may sound strange but felt like saying ….which i mean too….Thanks for writing this….i am feeling relieved just by reading this over and over a few times…..
shreyar
06/11/2010
I guess rejection is something a lot of people go through, and its always comforting to see people who’ve felt the same, and share your experiences..And maybe this is touching to u, cuz Ive written it out of experience!